One of the requirements for becoming a member of my Lutheran church was attending a series of classes.
During one of these classes, I was instructed in the Lutheran understanding of the Lord’s Supper, and how it differs from other major views (Roman Catholic and Reformed).
My entire Christian life, I had never given deep thought to the meaning of the words “This is my body”. During every communion I had partaken, I had simply been occupied with an awareness of my sinfulness, and a trust in Christ’s forgiveness. This always seemed to do the trick. At no time during this long stage of my disciplehood did I ever walk away from a communion not believing I was forgiven.
I never rigorously studied my beliefs on the Lord’s Supper when I was “Reformed”. (It’s pretty laughable that my Southern Baptist upbringing could be described as “Reformed” by anyone, even a Lutheran. That seems to me to rely way too much on historical family tree-ism, and not much on looking out your window to see what’s really going on.)
Now, I was being told that the machinery behind all of this was that the bread and wine are REALLY Christ’s body and blood, and that’s what makes the forgiveness possible. And furthermore, I was being told that, yeah, it sounds wierd, but it’s a mystery, so accept it.
Guess what I did?
I accepted it.
If this “new” understanding is the Gospel, I have to report, with shame, that my change has been rather anticlimactic. In fact, I am positively blas้ about it. If I start walking away from Lutheran Lord’s suppers feeling more forgiven than I used to, I suppose I’ll know something is up.
Now, don’t get me wrong. I’m fully aware that biblical truth doesn’t require my experiential validation to remain, well, valid. But I’m repeatedly hearing from many theologically-minded people that what I believe matters, and it will inevitably make an objective difference in my life. So, if what they say is true, I ought to expect some experiential validation at some point. If there is something more experientially wonderful than feeling forgiven for my sins, as I have been all along, bring it on.
I also have to report, to my shame, that, while I can easily believe that Christ’s body and blood are REALLY present in the bread and wine in a mysterious way (well, it’s a mystery, how the hell you gonna NOT believe it?) I still cannot disbelieve in the Reformed view. (The RC view, that’s another animal altogether).
Now that I’m becoming a Lutheran, I’m getting more instruction on the matter than I ever had before. (Also thanks to Josh and the timely discussions here).
So, if I want to be a good Lutheran, I’d better not ever promulgate the “Reformed” view again. I’d better promulgate the Lutheran one.
Shouldn’t be a problem, since I believe it. Mysteries are quite easy to believe. In fact, there’s really no argument against them. That’s handy, and ought to make it easy to be a Lutheran on this.
However, if I want to be a good disciple, I think I’d better be all things to all people. That’s a mind-bending doctrine which ought to be much more difficult to unravel, and to live out, than the mere Lord’s Supper.
Other thoughts.
I hear in certain circles that you might get excommunicated from Lutheranism if you promulgate any belief other than young-earth creationism. I have little fear of this in my current fellowship, but if I ever rub up against it, I’M OUTTA THERE. I cannot communicate clearly enough just how much I detest this philosophy. My reasons are intensly personal. In fact, if you are a young-earth creationist, it will take all of my Christian charity not to use the f-word in front of you (and I don’t mean the carnal knowledge word. It’s another 4-letter f-word which would put me in danger of the fires of hell if I used it.)
Lastly-
I think it very feckless to ever use the phrase “The Real Presence is the Gospel”, or “Calvinism is the Gospel”. Now, I undersand why people do it, and I highly respect some people I’ve heard do it. But it always dies the death of a hundred qualifications, all of which can easily be lost through the ages as people focus on the core phrase.
I think it much more charitable to say “Jesus saves sinners” is the Gospel.